What I Learned in the First 48 Hours Inside the Inner Circle

Diary

Dec 7

Dearest Plague Rats,

Over the past few days, I’ve been witnessing something extraordinary unfold.

Not from a stage, not from behind a curtain, but from my writing desk with a cup of lavender tea cooling beside the Inmate Ledger, its silver embossed Asylum logo a gleaming reminder of how this all began, and how far we've traveled to be here.

Sir Edward's paw displaying the Asylum Inmate Ledger. — Sir Edward displays the Asylum Inmate Ledger.

When the Asylum Inner Circle community opened its gates only days ago, I watched in silence as the first introductions trickled in one by one—lights flickering on after a blackout, slowly, then all at once. Then, the Founding Inmates discovered the live chat, and the striped walls began to breathe.

There was a moment, somewhere around hour fourteen, when I realized I wasn’t watching a community form.

I was watching one locate itself—as if everyone had been walking with their palms pressed to the walls for years, feeling for the right door, then suddenly found the knob that lit the gaslights only to see all the others who were doing the same thing.

I saw that communities don’t truly begin when you open the doors; they begin when people look around and recognize themselves in each other.

Inmates greeted one another as if returning from a long and complicated journey—introductions that felt more like reunions. Cells being claimed, the first conversations blooming, the first threads weaving themselves into something warm and real...I thought: This is what it looks like when people find the place they never really left.

In those first 48 hours, I realized how little a community needs to begin.

No elaborate rituals or grand announcements—those came later, in the Welcome Ceremony live video where candles were lit to guide each other to our Cells for the first time. No, what a community needs is simply a few brave souls willing to speak first—willing to hold their lantern high so that others can find the way.

Another thing I learned is how easy it is to forget that connection is a skill we all have, even if we haven't used it in a while. Plague Rats stepped into the Circle like strangers rediscovering a lost language—one spoken in shared stories, small kindnesses, and a silent understanding of what it means to carry both light and darkness at the same time—as all of us do.

Most of all, I learned this: Hope is quiet, but it is unmistakable.

It looks like someone saying “Hello, fellow Ratties” in their first post.
It looks like a name appearing in the live chat that I recognize from 15 years ago.
It looks like someone daring to show up as themselves when they’re not sure if it’s allowed.

Wherever you are today, may you feel a whisper of that hope. A flicker of that recognition. Because the truth is, the Asylum has always belonged to all who feel the pull of the striped wallpaper, who know that a spoon is never just a spoon, and who still believe that home is where your rats are.